Unknown Guy (cont.)

Okay, so the unknown guy is still around and he's everything I want in a boyfriend right now. The hard part is me actually getting him. I don't know how this is gonna work out. Everything started off great like I knew it would, I recieved good morning text messages every single morning as well as good night messages for about a week straight. He would even send little cute message to make me blush. I remember the day he wanted to see me before he went to study hall, it made me feel so good to know that he was feeling me as much as I was feeling him. I texted more often and even attempted to call on occassions. I had this guy right where I wanted him and I was loving every single solitary minute of it. It seemed like a wonderfu guy and I just wanted to be around him all the time.

Between the week that we meet and the following, everything started to change, the text messages stopped coming and the daily hugs I recieved from him stopped coming as well. I don't know what went wrong to this very day but I wish I could get it all back, I want this guy in my life or at least I think so right now. I know he's not perfect but the days we talked, it seemed that way. I want to so bad to get back on the level we were on but i'm so confused as to how this can be done. I wish I could read his mind for one day to see how he really feels and to see if I'm just more crazy over him then I should be. Boys are extremely confusing but I must say that this situation is the most confusing. I can see this guy now and he'll speak but I want so much more. I think we both deserve more, we could do each other some good.

Maybe my best bet will be to let things fall into play and not worry about the situation so much but it's extremely hard not too. How can everything be so perfect for a couple weeks and then change over time. I'm so freaky curious, I've racked my brain to try and figure out every possible thing I could to put the pieces together and i'm still clueless. I want this guy in my life FOR REAL but I don't know what measure I should take. I've never been the type to chase the dude and I don't plan to start but I do want answers and quick.