The Unknown Guy

My first day on the campus, the day of preview. July 8, i met my dream guy in Thad. From the moment I laid eyes on him, there was no question in my mind that he would be mine. He looked to be about 7 foot. He was tall so I knew he had to be on the basketball team. I wanted to know his name, I was determined but too scared to ask him. Days, weeks and even months passed by. I would see this guy in the cafeteria everyday for breakfast, lunch and dinner with the rest of his team mates but I didn't know a thing about him. I didn't even know his name, all i knew was the fact that I "thought" he was on the basketball team, he was tall enough to play for the NBA if you ask me. To say the least, I liked him, a lot. He was everything I think I want and even better than my friend. Yet and still, all I had was a physical description, no name or anything. I asked around campus to see if anybody knew of him but of course nobody knew anything.

October 4, 2008, Southern home game was the best day ever. I had no intentions of seeing him becuz i'd never seen him at a football game so I went just for the game, not knowing that my dreams of knowing his name would finally come to reality. The game started out good, my friend Brittany, her little sister Courtney and her sisters friend omeshia went to the game with us. We took pictures,actually watched the game and ate good game food. Soon this all got old and by half time, we were all ready to leave. We all agreed to leave. As we walked down the ramp to the concession stand area, there he was. The best looking 6 foot 9 basketball player i've ever seen in my life. I was in aww, i showed my friend Brittany him and told Courtney that I would buy her a funnel cake if she asked him his name. To make a long story short, I finally found out his name and we text daily. I didn't think it would be this good, I only expected to find out his name but in return got his whole bio. I guess you can say that this was the best day of my whole little life. I hope to get to know him better :-)!

Lover and/or Friends

There's this guy in my life whom I've known since the fourth grade. In the fourth grade, he was the lamest person in the world to me. I thought he was so weak, he would cry and he didn't talk that much. By the fifth grade, he started talking a little more and became more known but he was still known as the guy with asthma who would always get his asthma pump taken. He was popular but not in a good way. By six grade, he was becoming cuter and getting a little more known once the basketball team came out and people noticed his basketball abilities. He could really play. He always liked me but I never liked him back plus the fact that my brother whom he played basketball with every Saturday threatened his life and told him that if he ever tried to talk to me, he would kill him. I know that rather cruel but he was being a big brother. He would always tell my brothers other friend that I was going to be his girlfriend one day but of course I disagreed. We always stayed in touch but strictly on the friend level up until the 11Th grade. We didn't talk much but we would always speak. It wasn't until the 11Th grade that we exchanged numbers again, right after the both of us had broken up with our exes. Our past relationships were both really bad breakups so we kept our distance or at least tried and just talk on the level of friends. He asked me on a date and we started text messing a lot more. The just friends term soon became the potential boyfriend term. I started liking him but not enough to pursue a relationship so I talk to him on occasion but only when I was bored. Right before my eyes, he got another girlfriend, a freshman to our junior. I couldn't believe I let him slip away, too busy being consumed with my ex-relationship to notice that my dream relationship was getting away. By this time, he had everything I ever wanted in a guy. He was now a 6 foot 5 star basketball player on the varsity basketball team, averaging at least 15 points per game. I always knew he had it in him so I was very proud and even more attracted but I was way too late, he already had a girlfriend and was unfortunately committed. Jealous I was but what could I really do when all of this could've been mine but i let it get away and now I must suffer but never too much. Now we're the best of friends but we both know that were attracted to each other as more than friends but we're both scared to date because we don't want to mess up a perfectly good friendship to dating, so now i guess you can say that our status is lovers and friends. Most of the time I want more because I see so much potential with him, he knows me better than any better and I do love him although I will never admit it to him personally. I'm curious to see how a relationship between the two of us will work out but too scared to try. I want to marry this guy one day, he means so much for him and I want the best for him. I won't reveal his name but if he read this, he would instantly know who it's about :-)!

LET ME "REINTRODUCE" MYSELF!

Hello, I am a Southern Girl! Born and raised in Hattiesburg, Ms all of my life. never have I lived in another state or country. To some this my only be a place to attend school but to me this is "home". I love it here and wouldn't change locations if I had to. I guess you can say this is my comfort zone. Mississippi's the most Southern State I know, although I don't feel like it's the "country", many people may disagree. We don't walk around barefooted or only eat chicken. Grant it, we're not that urban but we're getting there and Hattiesburg, Ms is expanding right before my eyes.

I am the middle child of 3 and also the only girl. I have a 10 year old brother as well as a 21 year old brother. I love being the only girl..it's much better this way. I grew up with both parents, not leaving in the same home but both communicating and being great providers. I'm not spoiled, I deserve everything I get. I have a very close family, everybody knows everything about everybody.

I'm a proud graduate of the best high school in town. GO TIGERS! My high school was the best at everything but most of the time didn't show the talent. Our greatest rivals are the Oak Grove Warriors..yuck! It's been this way for some time and we don't even know where it started or whose the cause of any of it but who cares anymore, now it's just a fight for whose the best. High School is my "MOST" missed memory ever, if I could go back and give up everything here, I would.

Well that's a majority of my life, other than that I'm an extremely nice person. I like to shop, hang out with family and friends and meet new friends. I like to learn and be taught. I never think I'm too old to learn something new. I use to consider myself friendly but over the years I've noticed that it's not true! I'm quite and to myself most of the time, i don't really like drama so i try to stay away from it. I've been called "stuck up", conceited, and even arrogant on several occasions but if you ask me, none of that is true. Yeah, i know I'm beautiful and I don't have to be told but i don't take any of that to the head. I might joke about being convinced and all but outside of that, I'm just a laid-back "SOUTHERN-GIRL" who likes to eat, hang out and have fun...LOVE it or HATE it, I'M ME♥!